08-14-2019, 02:52 AM
Was taking to that girl at work yesterday. My situation is a bit weird. I don't really work with her, just help her fix stuff when it's broken so the conversations are a lot more casual. Anyway somehow the conversation got deeper and I found myself talking about my long-standing issues being paranoid of people's intentions. Essentially opening up to a complete stranger. Why did I do this? Don't really know. Once you do that you can't really go back and like I said it's not like I work with her on projects or anything, she's in a completely separate department. But I felt the old familiar feeling of avoidance popping up, feeling like I should have just kept everything hidden. She kind of asked me though. I feel like sometimes people want to know more about me but at the same time I've got a lot of baggage. And I'm pretty good at conveying the opposite of that.
INFP
