07-05-2019, 02:48 AM
Definitely experiencing frustration. It's like the metaphorical jail cell door is wide open and yet I can't step outside. It's like c'mon go already. My biggest issue is I keep listening to this fear. It keeps manifesting as reasons why I need more time or how it's just not that easy to be what I want to be. Going back to what Shannon said about the whole fear thing and taking responsibility for everything. Maybe my mind still can't grasp this concept that I have unlimited freedom yet. It says yeah but things aren't that straightforward. Maybe that's what holds me back, thinking there's deeper and deeper layers to this and complexity. Then again that just seems to be a rationalization by the fearful part of me.
INFP
