05-28-2019, 02:30 PM
Still feels like pulling teeth getting stuff done. I'm hoping one day it's not like this and things run smoother. I'm currently working my hardest on confronting this internal fear. I understand a part of me is terrified, but if I wait I'll be stuck forever. It reminds me of a few years back when I couldn't even bring myself to get a part time job and I just sat in my room waiting to be ready. If that taught me anything it's that waiting to be ready never works. You have to push the comfort zone and face the fears. No it doesn't feel good, but the alternative sucks more.
Right now I'm home from work. Tired, about to eat. Internal conflict between working on my music or watching one punch man. One of those is more appealing because it doesn't involve work.
Right now I'm home from work. Tired, about to eat. Internal conflict between working on my music or watching one punch man. One of those is more appealing because it doesn't involve work.
INFP
