05-21-2019, 05:42 PM
Definitely some trial and error going on with LTU. But one thing is certain, I have to let go of old beliefs. It's just a matter of know what letting go is. I find a lot of the time it ends up with me almost trying to deny things. It's like very different parts of myself. One understands the goals and intentions for my happiness and another is holding on to old ways. My common mistake is trying to let go of that self holding on completely, as if it's just a bad habit rather than another version of myself. The answer is not one side winning out over the other but rather bringing that part that's stuck up to speed on the overall plan. That means being more mindful of the the emotions that might be trapped in that other part and releasing them vs trying to suppress it or not feel it.
I've also been led back to Reality Transurfing. I found myself reading a chapter of it today. I think it's definitely a piece of the puzzle for me so I'll be putting more focus on reading through it and practicing the principles. The way I see it LTU is handling the back end stuff, but having a clear conscious map also helps speed things along. One thing I really like about this book is it emphasizes the inner connection and following your intuition. It did give me pause to consider what I've been chasing after vs what I really want. There's a lot I want in my life that doesn't really follow the mainstream, so it constantly feels as if I'm being pushed and pulled into situations I don't want to be in just because it's popular opinion.
Anyway I think there's still some stuff I need to reassess. Understand what my true goals in life are for me and what success means for me independent of outside opinion. That's the only way I'll be happy. Following my path and doing things my way. I feel as if I still need to declutter my mind from all the bad programming I've internalized over the years that has taught me to operate purely from fear vs freedom and enjoyment of life.
I've also been led back to Reality Transurfing. I found myself reading a chapter of it today. I think it's definitely a piece of the puzzle for me so I'll be putting more focus on reading through it and practicing the principles. The way I see it LTU is handling the back end stuff, but having a clear conscious map also helps speed things along. One thing I really like about this book is it emphasizes the inner connection and following your intuition. It did give me pause to consider what I've been chasing after vs what I really want. There's a lot I want in my life that doesn't really follow the mainstream, so it constantly feels as if I'm being pushed and pulled into situations I don't want to be in just because it's popular opinion.
Anyway I think there's still some stuff I need to reassess. Understand what my true goals in life are for me and what success means for me independent of outside opinion. That's the only way I'll be happy. Following my path and doing things my way. I feel as if I still need to declutter my mind from all the bad programming I've internalized over the years that has taught me to operate purely from fear vs freedom and enjoyment of life.
INFP
