So I'm starting a new thing where I basically ask my subconscious to help me out and then get out of the way. I've come to realize one of the things that gets me stuck is being way too obsessed with the how. I have a problem with needing to be in control. But I am in control, its just a different part of my mind. I need to learn to cooperate better instead of butting heads all the time.
There are still certain limitations I believe on a conscious level, but it feels like underneath that is a knowing. A knowing of what to do, how to do it, and when. I just have to stop trying so hard to dissect it and just go with it instead. I know how much power my own mind has, that's not a doubt anymore. It's just a matter of letting go and allowing that capability to flow.
Also getting a better idea of which parts of me are moving forward and which are holding back. Instead of trying to just overpower that part I'm working on communicating. Didn't realize how badly I was tiring myself out basically pushing, but having that other part push back.
There are still certain limitations I believe on a conscious level, but it feels like underneath that is a knowing. A knowing of what to do, how to do it, and when. I just have to stop trying so hard to dissect it and just go with it instead. I know how much power my own mind has, that's not a doubt anymore. It's just a matter of letting go and allowing that capability to flow.
Also getting a better idea of which parts of me are moving forward and which are holding back. Instead of trying to just overpower that part I'm working on communicating. Didn't realize how badly I was tiring myself out basically pushing, but having that other part push back.
INFP
