03-27-2019, 04:21 PM
Thanks guys. Thinking about bailing on this sub was definitely self sabotage. I had one of my rest days today and it's still quite abrupt with that transition. Hoping as I stay on this sub longer those gaps don't cause me to nose dive as much.
I think one of the things that really caused my mood to plummet is I've been hitting lots of dead ends with my music. Trying my hardest to still work on it despite that feeling of wanting to give up. But at the same time getting frustrated because I feel like I can't put as much time and energy into it as I want. That and I'm trying to get rid of a lot of bad habits I've picked up that cripple my workflow. But overall I still fall back into old perfectionist ways that cause me stress.
I think one of the things that really caused my mood to plummet is I've been hitting lots of dead ends with my music. Trying my hardest to still work on it despite that feeling of wanting to give up. But at the same time getting frustrated because I feel like I can't put as much time and energy into it as I want. That and I'm trying to get rid of a lot of bad habits I've picked up that cripple my workflow. But overall I still fall back into old perfectionist ways that cause me stress.
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