06-04-2019, 12:07 PM
(05-29-2019, 11:27 PM)Paul1131 Wrote: I haven’t posted for a while, so I’ll update. I seem to be back sliding a bit. I’m getting flashes of anger again especially when the wife is critical. They don’t last long, and I’m able to short circuit them, but I’m noticing them more. There are two possible reasons for this. First, I’ve been running it through sleep phones while I sleep because it’s now too warm to hide earbuds under a winter cap. I seem to get better results running 5.5 G programs with earbuds. It could also be that due to the fact that I’m in the process of getting the second refinance done, I’m under more subconscious stress than I’m aware of. This one will get us financially stable so life can move forward. Either way, I still remember that my bad days now are better than my good days before.
The wife alternates between vastly improved in her dealing with me, and vastly well, not improved. She had a major blow up at me the other day over a mistake that cost us approximately three dollars. You’d think I’d gambled away the title to the house.
She’s having trouble at work, and I’m a bit worried she might lose her job. The good news is this allowed me to convince her to use USLM 4. I’ll be purchasing that for her the day after tomorrow when we both get paid. We’ll see if it helps things or if she resists and refuses to use it correctly just to prove me wrong.
Man anger isn't a bad thing. It's your ability to set boundaries. If you are letting people treat you like shit over and over, of course you will feel anger. Why even staying with someone like that, honestly? If would never have done it. Life is to short to live with people ruining your mood.
