Happy Saturday yourself! I definitely agree that the combination of this sub and genuinely being ready to make some changes has been amazing for me.
-We had a good day today. After I woke up, we went out and looked at a car for my wife. We aren’t looking for now, but after we finish getting out of financial trouble later this year, I want her to have something with the blind spot alarm thingy and some of the other high tech gizmos because she’s blind out of one eye from the ;&:$? MS. . We found something that she liked, and were planning to get it in due time. I’m mentioning this because I’m now seeing an improvement in our financial condition as an inevitability. Last year, USLM1 did wonders, but it seemed like I had to fight against the malstorm every stem of the way. This one feels like it’s just letting me guide us to success, and will give me the chance to brush past any problems that present themselves without getting my blood pressure up about it.
Then we went and looked at some housing developments in a better town and school system. We’re planning on making a move in about a year after we get our debt problem solved. Once again I was thinking of it as something that will definitely happen.
-I noticed that the pressure from the car salesman didn’t make me feel pressured at all. I think that was some aura shield action, and I think I was able to sort of extend it to protect my wife who is pretty susceptible to that type of pressure. I didn’t really know how much of persuasion happened on that level. Well, I did, but I have a bit more insight now. I really wish this had existed back when I was doing corrections work. I think it might have made that a hell of a lot less uncomfortable.
-I’ve been a lot more relaxed all of the time. Even when I have a stressful day it’s better than a moderately good day was before.
-I’m still having those internal anger episodes, but they are decreasing in frequency and intensity. The funny thing is, this all feels so natural that I really have to think back to how intense they used to be and how often they happened in order to realize how much more under control it is now. I think that they’ll be gone entirely within a few more weeks. It seems that I have to make a decision for something like that, but as soon as I do, my subconscious backs me fully.
-I’ve killed off another nervous tick. I’ve been clenching my teeth in a way that makes one of them pop for years. This evening I just decided to stop, and it’s just like that weird abdominal clenching. It felt perfectly natural not to do it anymore from the second I made the decision. I feel a very muted urge to do it, but it’s done. For a guy whose been a ball of nervous habits for years, this is amazing.
-I noticed that my body language continues to be more and more relaxed and masculine, and I’m starting to notice others reacting to me differently.
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-We had a good day today. After I woke up, we went out and looked at a car for my wife. We aren’t looking for now, but after we finish getting out of financial trouble later this year, I want her to have something with the blind spot alarm thingy and some of the other high tech gizmos because she’s blind out of one eye from the ;&:$? MS. . We found something that she liked, and were planning to get it in due time. I’m mentioning this because I’m now seeing an improvement in our financial condition as an inevitability. Last year, USLM1 did wonders, but it seemed like I had to fight against the malstorm every stem of the way. This one feels like it’s just letting me guide us to success, and will give me the chance to brush past any problems that present themselves without getting my blood pressure up about it.
Then we went and looked at some housing developments in a better town and school system. We’re planning on making a move in about a year after we get our debt problem solved. Once again I was thinking of it as something that will definitely happen.
-I noticed that the pressure from the car salesman didn’t make me feel pressured at all. I think that was some aura shield action, and I think I was able to sort of extend it to protect my wife who is pretty susceptible to that type of pressure. I didn’t really know how much of persuasion happened on that level. Well, I did, but I have a bit more insight now. I really wish this had existed back when I was doing corrections work. I think it might have made that a hell of a lot less uncomfortable.
-I’ve been a lot more relaxed all of the time. Even when I have a stressful day it’s better than a moderately good day was before.
-I’m still having those internal anger episodes, but they are decreasing in frequency and intensity. The funny thing is, this all feels so natural that I really have to think back to how intense they used to be and how often they happened in order to realize how much more under control it is now. I think that they’ll be gone entirely within a few more weeks. It seems that I have to make a decision for something like that, but as soon as I do, my subconscious backs me fully.
-I’ve killed off another nervous tick. I’ve been clenching my teeth in a way that makes one of them pop for years. This evening I just decided to stop, and it’s just like that weird abdominal clenching. It felt perfectly natural not to do it anymore from the second I made the decision. I feel a very muted urge to do it, but it’s done. For a guy whose been a ball of nervous habits for years, this is amazing.
-I noticed that my body language continues to be more and more relaxed and masculine, and I’m starting to notice others reacting to me differently.
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