09-10-2014, 04:11 PM
day 73. Some minor changes have been happening. I've been meditating everyday and reading a lot more. I'm simultaneously reading 3 books and comprehending all of it since two of the books are discussing a lot of the same principals. I'm reading the master key system by Charles Haanel and Though-force in business and everyday life by William Walter Atkinson. I thought the latter of the two would be all about LOA but is mostly about influence and is really valuable information for my businesses. Also reading Get Rich Carefully by Jim Cramer but that's more for pleasure. I've been making money in my sleep the last couple nights. Which doesn't usually happen consecutively like that. Earning residual income like that only make me much hungrier to make more. I love it. I've been attracting a better quality of people in a way that's been much more effortless. Things are going alot smoother in my main business. I've gained more power of focus and concentration for all my projects.
So I had a date with a girl last night. She was very sweet really cute and interesting. I couldn't really tell if it went great or not. We talked the whole time and both laughed A LOT. We connected on a good amount of topics. I don't think I was flirty or touchy enough, idk. I don't know if I'm attracted enough to consider dating her. So it's whatever. I wasn't nervous at all but I felt like I wasn't my full self like I was monitoring myself. I think that's just cuz I haven't been on a date in years and I didn't want to fuck anything up in a bad way. That's not to say that I wasn't confident and calm the whole time. This is kinda shallow and fucked up but I'm sure if she had a bigger butt I would have been alot more aggressive with the flirting and touching cuz I'm pretty good with that stuff if I really want to be. It's whatever, although a tiny bit upsetting that my dating life is still boring but hey its not an 'attract your perfect' subliminal. Its Life Tune Up and my mindset is profoundly more positive then when I started. I'm starting to get the success and winners mindset aspect of this sub. I've never been more hungry and on my grind then now and its only getting better.
So I hung out with my german ex gf two days ago. I could give a fuck less about her or anything she thinks. It's stupid that I cared and wanted to impress her. She doesn't understand business or real shit. She's super culturally conditioned as well as has a poor body image for herself. It was good seeing her because it put into perspective of how much of a 115,000% different person I am from when I was dating her 3 years ago. I can't believe what I use to tolerate from her when I was with her or even understand why I was with her. She has no ambition and we have nothing in common.
I've also been lifting harder and eating more with a noticeable increased desire to be bigger and leaner.
stay tuned for more updates
So I had a date with a girl last night. She was very sweet really cute and interesting. I couldn't really tell if it went great or not. We talked the whole time and both laughed A LOT. We connected on a good amount of topics. I don't think I was flirty or touchy enough, idk. I don't know if I'm attracted enough to consider dating her. So it's whatever. I wasn't nervous at all but I felt like I wasn't my full self like I was monitoring myself. I think that's just cuz I haven't been on a date in years and I didn't want to fuck anything up in a bad way. That's not to say that I wasn't confident and calm the whole time. This is kinda shallow and fucked up but I'm sure if she had a bigger butt I would have been alot more aggressive with the flirting and touching cuz I'm pretty good with that stuff if I really want to be. It's whatever, although a tiny bit upsetting that my dating life is still boring but hey its not an 'attract your perfect' subliminal. Its Life Tune Up and my mindset is profoundly more positive then when I started. I'm starting to get the success and winners mindset aspect of this sub. I've never been more hungry and on my grind then now and its only getting better.
So I hung out with my german ex gf two days ago. I could give a fuck less about her or anything she thinks. It's stupid that I cared and wanted to impress her. She doesn't understand business or real shit. She's super culturally conditioned as well as has a poor body image for herself. It was good seeing her because it put into perspective of how much of a 115,000% different person I am from when I was dating her 3 years ago. I can't believe what I use to tolerate from her when I was with her or even understand why I was with her. She has no ambition and we have nothing in common.
I've also been lifting harder and eating more with a noticeable increased desire to be bigger and leaner.
stay tuned for more updates
