LTU 3.1 5g Journey

[rogueathlete79]

this is day 3 and holy shit! Feeling awesome. I've met more people and talked to more people in the last 2 days than I have in the last 3 weeks. I feel more calm and more responsible and more of a leader. I feel like someone people want to be around. And someone people want to help. A cute girl at the grocery store walked like 6 isles with me just to show me exactly where something was that I asked for (she could have totally just told me what isle it was in). People are responding differently. They want to talk to me more. I had the most vivid and intense dream of my life too. The first part there was a huge convention or seminar type thing of sorts and the main focus of the event was on me. I remember doing a backflip on stage I can't even do a backflip. I think I was there giving a motivational speech but also it was like a comedy central roast of me sort of thing. There were celebrities there. I was cracking jokes. I think it was my mind telling me I will be powerful and influential one day. At one point I made a joke about a certain type of person or the way people do things on social media. I don't know what I was making fun of but my mind pulled me out everything and focused on a girl in the crowd that I was actually making fun of. I recognized her face and it matched up with an avatar of what I was making the joke about. I felt this girls heart sink because my mind showed me her life and she was someone that looked up to me. Thankfully she didn't think that I knew that I had just accidentally made fun of her and afterwards I went and gave her a hug and showed her a lot of approval. I KNOW my mind was telling me I can't be judgmental or make fun of people because you never know if that person actually looks up to you or what they are going through. The second part I was standing in a crowd of people casually talking and I saw a beautiful girl with bright blue eyes and darker skin. I immediately left the social circle and went to approach her. I asked her who she was. She said "who am I whats my name how old am I.. its always the same stuff does any of that really matter" I said no not at all we can exchange names later and I don't care how old you are. I asked her what her ethnicity was she said half korean I told her she was the most beautiful korean girl i have ever seen and she said "beautiful lines really?" she just kept giving me so much back sass and was shitting all over all my game. but I kept walking with her and talking to her and telling her she was interesting and not like anyone else. One thing lead to another and we went swimming in this crazy majestic huge deep pool that was in the middle of the city. We got out and it was getting night by then and she cuddled up next to me and shit and told me she liked me and all this. I KNOW it was my mind telling me that if I am persistent I can have anything I want.

TLDR: People want to be around me. I feel a lot more optimistic. Things are going better. My mind is telling me things through my dreams. I'm more focused on what I should be focused on.