06-14-2017, 09:12 AM
Went to an event, where I saw the aura working its magic. My very good friend's new gf keep staring into my eyes the whole night and I just had this feeling that was very receptive and mindful of me. And then late at night I actually got approached, thought she was no hottie. Maybe 6-7, age was ok, clear indirect approach. Tried to be polite while waiting for my group to get there. Felt like she was defensive of something as I tried for some normal convo, but I guess these are just weird situations.
On the following days I decided to go past 3 loops to 5,and now I've got pretty bad cold. On MIR for 1.5 days now. No, I don't think its a resistance sickness - I just drank a lot of alcohol out of the blue, lots of time outside, more loops, always on the go, etc.
Major depression going in atm. I thought I its just that I HATE being sink, and that the gf is being a bitch out the blue, but now I remembered this is how I used to feel some days on E2. Feeling luke I don't know about anything anymore, fuck it all and leave me be. This too shall pass, yes.
Gonna get on program asap,though! I'm thinking if I should try B for a week to see what's that like, but idk yet.
On the following days I decided to go past 3 loops to 5,and now I've got pretty bad cold. On MIR for 1.5 days now. No, I don't think its a resistance sickness - I just drank a lot of alcohol out of the blue, lots of time outside, more loops, always on the go, etc.
Major depression going in atm. I thought I its just that I HATE being sink, and that the gf is being a bitch out the blue, but now I remembered this is how I used to feel some days on E2. Feeling luke I don't know about anything anymore, fuck it all and leave me be. This too shall pass, yes.
Gonna get on program asap,though! I'm thinking if I should try B for a week to see what's that like, but idk yet.
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