Day 34
4 loops Hybrid Trickling Stream overnight
The feeling of happiness and high energy has continued. Ever since I had this concrete idea to take steps toward being a boxing trainer, I've been happy. MLS pushed me in this direction, I had no notions of doing anything like this before MLS.
Okay so my dreams last night were fucking awesome. The first dream was a standard high school dream related to clearing and healing, but the second dream was great.
I was playing a Call of Duty style video game. I haven't played video games in about 8 years. I'm a soldier dropped into an enemy town and we have to take the town. The first time I play, I pick up a huge machine gun, run in with it recklessly and get killed pretty fast.
Second time I play, I'm more cautious, choose a rifle instead, sit back and pick my shots more patiently. Eventually I run in once I think they are cleared out, but then a second wave of them come and I get killed.
Third time I play, I go away from where I was previously to the top of a hill, get into prone position and pick them off stealthily with my rifle. I'm doing well, but then some enemy soldiers come from the other side of the hill behind me and shoot me from behind.
What was crazy about this dream was that the level of the game was extremely detailed, and completely of my own invention. It was like my brain was attempting to complete a level that my own brain had created... trippy. Never had a dream like it before.
Edit: However, it's worth mentioning I'm still struggling to communicate effectively through text and to concentrate as hard as before. This used to happen on DMSI too. I'm thinking it's when the reality bending takes place... it feels like if I was able to think straight enough, then doubts about the boxing etc. would be able to creep in. When I feel euphoric and light headed, it lets me feel anything is possible, but on the other hand if your heads in the clouds it's tough to keep your feet on the ground too. If that makes any sense lol.
4 loops Hybrid Trickling Stream overnight
The feeling of happiness and high energy has continued. Ever since I had this concrete idea to take steps toward being a boxing trainer, I've been happy. MLS pushed me in this direction, I had no notions of doing anything like this before MLS.
Okay so my dreams last night were fucking awesome. The first dream was a standard high school dream related to clearing and healing, but the second dream was great.
I was playing a Call of Duty style video game. I haven't played video games in about 8 years. I'm a soldier dropped into an enemy town and we have to take the town. The first time I play, I pick up a huge machine gun, run in with it recklessly and get killed pretty fast.
Second time I play, I'm more cautious, choose a rifle instead, sit back and pick my shots more patiently. Eventually I run in once I think they are cleared out, but then a second wave of them come and I get killed.
Third time I play, I go away from where I was previously to the top of a hill, get into prone position and pick them off stealthily with my rifle. I'm doing well, but then some enemy soldiers come from the other side of the hill behind me and shoot me from behind.
What was crazy about this dream was that the level of the game was extremely detailed, and completely of my own invention. It was like my brain was attempting to complete a level that my own brain had created... trippy. Never had a dream like it before.
Edit: However, it's worth mentioning I'm still struggling to communicate effectively through text and to concentrate as hard as before. This used to happen on DMSI too. I'm thinking it's when the reality bending takes place... it feels like if I was able to think straight enough, then doubts about the boxing etc. would be able to creep in. When I feel euphoric and light headed, it lets me feel anything is possible, but on the other hand if your heads in the clouds it's tough to keep your feet on the ground too. If that makes any sense lol.
