07-28-2017, 05:33 AM
Something interest happened just now. I took my mum and girlfriend out for lunch at a French restaurant. The manager was a really pretty girl in a yellow dress. I put her out of my mind during the dinner, but I noticed she would glance over at me every now and again.
I got up to use the bathroom at one point. I purposefully crossed her on the way, and I asked her if she knew where the bathroom was. She pointed it out for me with her lovely French accent and a beautiful smile.
This might not seem like a big deal, but I know that pre and also whilst on DMSI, this is unlikely something I would have done.
I've noticed since being off DMSI, I'm no longer feeling "pressure" to seduce women, so instead when I went up to her, I wasn't thinking about hitting her with sexual energy, I just wanted to soak in her presence and enjoy the interaction.
Suppose this is the bloom, but I think this could help Shannon with 3.2 and anti-sabotage modules. Take the emphasis off seduction and have the user put less pressure on themselves. Some kind of anti-perfectionist module like the one MLS has.
I got up to use the bathroom at one point. I purposefully crossed her on the way, and I asked her if she knew where the bathroom was. She pointed it out for me with her lovely French accent and a beautiful smile.
This might not seem like a big deal, but I know that pre and also whilst on DMSI, this is unlikely something I would have done.
I've noticed since being off DMSI, I'm no longer feeling "pressure" to seduce women, so instead when I went up to her, I wasn't thinking about hitting her with sexual energy, I just wanted to soak in her presence and enjoy the interaction.
Suppose this is the bloom, but I think this could help Shannon with 3.2 and anti-sabotage modules. Take the emphasis off seduction and have the user put less pressure on themselves. Some kind of anti-perfectionist module like the one MLS has.
