08-25-2023, 12:43 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-25-2023, 12:54 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
Finished up my 1 a day loop of MM, this afternoon...about an hour ago... I do my best to steer away from " How is this gonna happen and how the heck is MM gonna reach ME, when Im way out yonder in da sticks and dont get out much, some yes, but not much:? Im trusting the processs over the how to, stuff. Im not saying I dont think about it all but I MINIMIZE that and focus more on the having already, feeling it, imagining, seeing the scenes and possibilities.
TJC
30 Minutes later: Had some strong resentments come up this week especially for the last 3 days,but whats interesting is that ,I stayed calmer through it all and at times I'd feel intense anger and/or resentment, then I'd feel pulled back into calmness though the resentments were still there they did 'burn' continuously. I AM for now ina more neutral spot, after running MM this afternoon. Once I Move away from here,it will be a different world, thankfully.
TJC
30 Minutes later: Had some strong resentments come up this week especially for the last 3 days,but whats interesting is that ,I stayed calmer through it all and at times I'd feel intense anger and/or resentment, then I'd feel pulled back into calmness though the resentments were still there they did 'burn' continuously. I AM for now ina more neutral spot, after running MM this afternoon. Once I Move away from here,it will be a different world, thankfully.
Sherlock-your're an amazing fellow,Watson.Though You,yourself,not luminescent, you're an amazing conductor of Light"/"Loving You ,Heals Me"-an-NDE'er.""Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting."-Trust is abouve ALL else!!"Money,does NOT change people,it ONLY reveals them!"
