03-03-2015, 12:18 PM
Day 21-
Another good day. Just had a weird dream that startled me. Don't remember it but I stayed up because I felt scared. Got out of bed a hour later. I was optimistic all day and felt good. Did some errands and made my weekly meals. Overall it was a good day until my parents arrived. They are getting annoying. I know they are trying to help but I feel better when I don't talk or mention anything about depression when I'm home. But thats the only thing that they ever want to talk about. They keep prying to find out what I'm hiding from them. I have yelled at them to stop mentioning it and just act normal but they can't. This just frustrates me. It totally ruined my time with them.
Once I went to the gym, I felt better. No one was there to bother me. Just put on my headphones and I was lost in my workout. My problems go away when I'm lifting and life becomes manageable. No worries, No thoughts, just my time to myself.
Another good day. Just had a weird dream that startled me. Don't remember it but I stayed up because I felt scared. Got out of bed a hour later. I was optimistic all day and felt good. Did some errands and made my weekly meals. Overall it was a good day until my parents arrived. They are getting annoying. I know they are trying to help but I feel better when I don't talk or mention anything about depression when I'm home. But thats the only thing that they ever want to talk about. They keep prying to find out what I'm hiding from them. I have yelled at them to stop mentioning it and just act normal but they can't. This just frustrates me. It totally ruined my time with them.
Once I went to the gym, I felt better. No one was there to bother me. Just put on my headphones and I was lost in my workout. My problems go away when I'm lifting and life becomes manageable. No worries, No thoughts, just my time to myself.
