02-26-2015, 10:44 PM
Day 18 -
Terrible day
Hate days like these.
Woke up feeling exhausted and way more depressed. Didn't feel like leaving the bed. I finally got up and got my day going. Depressed feelings became manageable and went to run some errands. Did that and went to the gym. Felt okay now and depressive feelings were minimal. Went out with a couple of friends like usual but this time I was fine for the first 30 minutes but as time went on I became depressed and it stayed the entire time. I tried talking more and meeting others but I couldn't shake it off. My friends were asking what happened and why I wasn't myself. I tried to have as much fun as I could but ended up just wanting to go home. I stayed the entire time and drove home disappointed in myself. I'm tired of being depressed!! It doesn't make sense why I should be
Terrible day
Hate days like these.
Woke up feeling exhausted and way more depressed. Didn't feel like leaving the bed. I finally got up and got my day going. Depressed feelings became manageable and went to run some errands. Did that and went to the gym. Felt okay now and depressive feelings were minimal. Went out with a couple of friends like usual but this time I was fine for the first 30 minutes but as time went on I became depressed and it stayed the entire time. I tried talking more and meeting others but I couldn't shake it off. My friends were asking what happened and why I wasn't myself. I tried to have as much fun as I could but ended up just wanting to go home. I stayed the entire time and drove home disappointed in myself. I'm tired of being depressed!! It doesn't make sense why I should be
