02-25-2015, 08:16 PM
Day 15,16,17 -
These days just go by. Way different from a month ago when each second seemed like an eternity. I been out more because I been bored alot more at home. Did random things like go to the library or random restaurants to eat. Sleep has been okay these days. Always wake up with a slight headache but I know this is due to the sub. Depressive thoughts and feelings are only in the mornings but once I get going they tend to go away. Less in my head. I worry less about my future as well. I feel more positive and don't feel that worthlessness anymore. I'm also content with feeling okay.
My family is always around because they are really worried about me but they don't have to be. They go above and beyond to make sure I'm doing right. Always making suggestions on stuff to do and checking up on my mood. I'm grateful for this but this gets annoying after awhile because it feels I can't have any alone time.
These days just go by. Way different from a month ago when each second seemed like an eternity. I been out more because I been bored alot more at home. Did random things like go to the library or random restaurants to eat. Sleep has been okay these days. Always wake up with a slight headache but I know this is due to the sub. Depressive thoughts and feelings are only in the mornings but once I get going they tend to go away. Less in my head. I worry less about my future as well. I feel more positive and don't feel that worthlessness anymore. I'm also content with feeling okay.
My family is always around because they are really worried about me but they don't have to be. They go above and beyond to make sure I'm doing right. Always making suggestions on stuff to do and checking up on my mood. I'm grateful for this but this gets annoying after awhile because it feels I can't have any alone time.
