02-17-2015, 12:51 PM
Day 11-
Nothing to really say. Mood the same as it always is. Kept myself busy but always stuck inside my head. The only time I felt alive was when I worked out my chest and just felt powerful again. After the workout a sad love song kept playing over and over in my head. I tried watching TV shows but I wasn't entertained and became depressed again.
Everyday I'm just annoyed and pissed off at myself and what I'm going through.
Nothing to really say. Mood the same as it always is. Kept myself busy but always stuck inside my head. The only time I felt alive was when I worked out my chest and just felt powerful again. After the workout a sad love song kept playing over and over in my head. I tried watching TV shows but I wasn't entertained and became depressed again.
Everyday I'm just annoyed and pissed off at myself and what I'm going through.
