01-03-2017, 08:14 PM
I feel E2 is breaking me down completely. At first I wasn't okay with it. Constant headaches and inner turmoil. I was fighting it and hated it. I don't socialize. I don't post on any social media. I don't want to talk to girls. I really don't feel like doing anything. Today I just let it go and something happened. My mind just went silent. No thoughts or inner dialogue. Just clear and nothing was happening. It felt very off but I realized this is how the mind should be. It felt like I was lighter. A strange feeling. I was happy it happened and showed me what the end goal of this program to be. I maybe hating this process (Trust me, I really hate it) but it necessary to get to where I want to be in the future.
