Journey to Being AwEsOmE

[dbzjakecake]

I snapped. Whatever happened I can not deal with it anymore. The past day I have hit another all time low. Suicidal thoughts were rampant. This has happened before and I have ended up in a hospital for a few days. I cant take it anymore!!! I dont quit but the thoughts have gotten much to handle. I feel panic at all times. I want to be happy and enjoy the process. I cant do that. Nothing makes me happy and I have tried everything!! I haven't been sleeping for the past two days and feel my life is in danger.
Sorry but Im going to stop this sub. Now I hope I can recover the mental trauma I have dealt with.