01-06-2015, 03:01 PM
Listening Time: 12 hours
Well, I'm now halfway through Stage 1 of AM6. But before I continue, I do have good news about my dad. Thankfully, the surgeon did remove the nerve that had traces of cancer in it. I guess the way they presented the information was interpreted wrong, so I'm glad that gotten cleared up. Just to be safe though, I'm still having him listen to the sub for the next six months while he detox his body. He's definitely been acting like he's in perfect health, so I'm glad we can move forward from this scare.
Anyways, here's what I've noticed about myself so far:
- I definitely keep my thoughts to myself more often now. I find I don't have an urge to speak much when socializing in groups. Of course when I feel like speaking, I have no problem speaking what's on my mind. But overall, I'm to myself most of the time. And for some reason, I enjoy being to myself. My thoughts are more clearer and I feel like I'm hearing more of my inner voice.
- My interest in women have went way down. I noticed I've been waking up in the morning without having morning woods. My expressions towards women lately have been indifferences. Sure, I talk to a few that I like every now and then, but even then I don't really say much when replying to them. I also seem to not expect much from women. I'm unconcerned of whatever they think of me. Now granted, I haven't had much interactions with women in-person lately, but I do start school next week so we shall see how that goes when I see women on a regular basis.
- My tolerance for BS is super low as well. Well this I have to be careful though, cause sometimes I have been snappy with some of my family members if they do something I don't like or they want me to do something I don't want to do. I also notice whenever I'm confronted with negative people or negative situations, a voice in my head tell me to go somewhere else. I just have the urge to walk away and do something else when the option is presented. I'm not much of a confrontational person anyways, but I do notice I do get snappy if I can't escape elsewhere. This is good though, as it shows I'm not afraid to fight back if need be.
- I noticed I'm very active in pursuing some of the goals I have set for myself. Beforehand, I would just pray about it and hope one day something will happen for what I've prayed for. Now, I make it my business to do everything within my power to make things happen. I can only imagine this drive will increase once I'm back into school and work.
16 more days to go and I'll be starting Stage 2 later this month.
Well, I'm now halfway through Stage 1 of AM6. But before I continue, I do have good news about my dad. Thankfully, the surgeon did remove the nerve that had traces of cancer in it. I guess the way they presented the information was interpreted wrong, so I'm glad that gotten cleared up. Just to be safe though, I'm still having him listen to the sub for the next six months while he detox his body. He's definitely been acting like he's in perfect health, so I'm glad we can move forward from this scare.
Anyways, here's what I've noticed about myself so far:
- I definitely keep my thoughts to myself more often now. I find I don't have an urge to speak much when socializing in groups. Of course when I feel like speaking, I have no problem speaking what's on my mind. But overall, I'm to myself most of the time. And for some reason, I enjoy being to myself. My thoughts are more clearer and I feel like I'm hearing more of my inner voice.
- My interest in women have went way down. I noticed I've been waking up in the morning without having morning woods. My expressions towards women lately have been indifferences. Sure, I talk to a few that I like every now and then, but even then I don't really say much when replying to them. I also seem to not expect much from women. I'm unconcerned of whatever they think of me. Now granted, I haven't had much interactions with women in-person lately, but I do start school next week so we shall see how that goes when I see women on a regular basis.
- My tolerance for BS is super low as well. Well this I have to be careful though, cause sometimes I have been snappy with some of my family members if they do something I don't like or they want me to do something I don't want to do. I also notice whenever I'm confronted with negative people or negative situations, a voice in my head tell me to go somewhere else. I just have the urge to walk away and do something else when the option is presented. I'm not much of a confrontational person anyways, but I do notice I do get snappy if I can't escape elsewhere. This is good though, as it shows I'm not afraid to fight back if need be.
- I noticed I'm very active in pursuing some of the goals I have set for myself. Beforehand, I would just pray about it and hope one day something will happen for what I've prayed for. Now, I make it my business to do everything within my power to make things happen. I can only imagine this drive will increase once I'm back into school and work.
16 more days to go and I'll be starting Stage 2 later this month.