03-07-2016, 06:21 PM
UPDATE:
Ok so even if my bedroom speakers aren't working, I believe that worst case scenario I am still getting effects from the living room ones.
My speakers did pass the audio test and they show at 17.5k on frequensee, but I still have my doubts due to lingering anxiety and moments of failing to assert myself. I'm only stage 4 though, so perhaps it takes multiple complete runs of this to really reap the benefits.
However despite my imperfections, truly I am doing quite well. My peers have described me as "bold" and "brave" on two recent occasions. I actually blushed, as I felt unworthy of such praise. There is also a growing aura of not taking shit, as I've begun challenging disrespect that is thrown my way.
I believe that this sub helps put your life into perspective. Or maybe I'm just reaching the culmination of years of progress, and now find myself the man I wanted to be. Now that I am that man, I of course have a vision of an even better one that I will ascend too next.
I had a girl over last night and she kept bringing up how dominant I was. Saying that I do it right, unlike other guys. Immediately I thought of this sub and a couple sites I lurk that touch on inter-gender dynamics. The dominance over her felt natural though, it was not like I was following a playbook. The lessons seem to be internalizing now.
I'm also doing nofap and it's been great. I started off the year with a 27 day streak before relapsing for a week. Now I'm on day 32 and feeling excellent. I must never return to my fapping ways for the rest of my life. I feel so much more pure and alive now with my streaks of abstinence.
Yeah man, I hear you. I believe, for me at least, that it is a lack of purpose that leaves the hole.
Ok so even if my bedroom speakers aren't working, I believe that worst case scenario I am still getting effects from the living room ones.
My speakers did pass the audio test and they show at 17.5k on frequensee, but I still have my doubts due to lingering anxiety and moments of failing to assert myself. I'm only stage 4 though, so perhaps it takes multiple complete runs of this to really reap the benefits.
However despite my imperfections, truly I am doing quite well. My peers have described me as "bold" and "brave" on two recent occasions. I actually blushed, as I felt unworthy of such praise. There is also a growing aura of not taking shit, as I've begun challenging disrespect that is thrown my way.
I believe that this sub helps put your life into perspective. Or maybe I'm just reaching the culmination of years of progress, and now find myself the man I wanted to be. Now that I am that man, I of course have a vision of an even better one that I will ascend too next.
I had a girl over last night and she kept bringing up how dominant I was. Saying that I do it right, unlike other guys. Immediately I thought of this sub and a couple sites I lurk that touch on inter-gender dynamics. The dominance over her felt natural though, it was not like I was following a playbook. The lessons seem to be internalizing now.
I'm also doing nofap and it's been great. I started off the year with a 27 day streak before relapsing for a week. Now I'm on day 32 and feeling excellent. I must never return to my fapping ways for the rest of my life. I feel so much more pure and alive now with my streaks of abstinence.
(02-24-2016, 03:58 PM)Benjamin Wrote:Quote:I can feel an empty feeling in my chest
Interesting, because that feeling is what i've identified as a core issue for me. That emptiness there and i've always tried to fill it up with girls/approval/whatever. I've been doing alot of work on it.
Yeah man, I hear you. I believe, for me at least, that it is a lack of purpose that leaves the hole.
