Hello and welcome to the forum Darth.
Alpha male is not a definition of a centered job or profession, alpha is a way of being someone can be a babysitter and be more alpha than a military general. and from what i understood it will be of great improvement to u because u mentioned u had all the tools to accomplish any task u want but u dont do so consistently, AM will improve you in that direction big time hence you start focusing more on what needs to be done, in stages 1 and 2 not alot of people notice changes as shannon notes, here's a link that was of great help to me when i first started,
http://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Help-w...215#pid215
and about your journal this is your journey, you write whatever you want though if u want the maximum benefits note down what u want to change and what needs improvements and see how that works out for you along the road.
P.s That does seem like a very interesting profession =).
Alpha male is not a definition of a centered job or profession, alpha is a way of being someone can be a babysitter and be more alpha than a military general. and from what i understood it will be of great improvement to u because u mentioned u had all the tools to accomplish any task u want but u dont do so consistently, AM will improve you in that direction big time hence you start focusing more on what needs to be done, in stages 1 and 2 not alot of people notice changes as shannon notes, here's a link that was of great help to me when i first started,
http://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Help-w...215#pid215
and about your journal this is your journey, you write whatever you want though if u want the maximum benefits note down what u want to change and what needs improvements and see how that works out for you along the road.
P.s That does seem like a very interesting profession =).