Day 6
Thursday 12 July 2018
I seem to wake up by loop 6 and dont know why this is the case as im sat in bed waiting for an hour to pass (ie loop7 to finish) so that I can get up and on with my day.
I ate breakfast and relaxed before having a shower to go to see a consultant at hospital today. Before my shower I masturbated again.
I seem to have a desire to masturbate, or put another way my horniness seems to have gone up since I started 7 loops - is this normal? is this expected? has this happened to anyone else?
When I was rushing to the hospital, I was going to get late, my mood changed to frustration and anger yet I called and dealt with the problem effectively by speaking to many different departments to inform them of my late ETA, until someone was able to assist me.
Upon entering the hospital I didnt seem to have any anxiety, any worries, I seemed calm, in control and in power.
It is far far too naive and early to suggest this is DMSI, it could simply be my state at the time but I wanted to share it here for further and future analysis and attention.
Nothing to report otherwise as yet!
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EXTRA: At the hospital, it was just me and 1 female in the waiting room and she didnt once look at me.
I also went shopping, at the supermarkets (I went to 2) I saw many attractive females, yet none looked at me, however I also didnt seem to bothered - I seemed in a way unaffected or eager to win their attention.
Again still early days but mentioning all I can here as I remember it.
Thursday 12 July 2018
I seem to wake up by loop 6 and dont know why this is the case as im sat in bed waiting for an hour to pass (ie loop7 to finish) so that I can get up and on with my day.
I ate breakfast and relaxed before having a shower to go to see a consultant at hospital today. Before my shower I masturbated again.
I seem to have a desire to masturbate, or put another way my horniness seems to have gone up since I started 7 loops - is this normal? is this expected? has this happened to anyone else?
When I was rushing to the hospital, I was going to get late, my mood changed to frustration and anger yet I called and dealt with the problem effectively by speaking to many different departments to inform them of my late ETA, until someone was able to assist me.
Upon entering the hospital I didnt seem to have any anxiety, any worries, I seemed calm, in control and in power.
It is far far too naive and early to suggest this is DMSI, it could simply be my state at the time but I wanted to share it here for further and future analysis and attention.
Nothing to report otherwise as yet!
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EXTRA: At the hospital, it was just me and 1 female in the waiting room and she didnt once look at me.
I also went shopping, at the supermarkets (I went to 2) I saw many attractive females, yet none looked at me, however I also didnt seem to bothered - I seemed in a way unaffected or eager to win their attention.
Again still early days but mentioning all I can here as I remember it.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
