Saturday 7th April 2018 - (43-2.4A) - 2nd cycle, 4th Day
Time: 3.29am on Saturday 8th.
Listening to loop as I type this update.
Woke, no dreams.
Spoke to personal trainer, got my macros and havent looked back at the notes I made to plan the meals etc.
I realised that once I achieve something, such as speaking and getting answers from my trainer, I then become complacent, confident and this is what is my downfall.
I felt good today after having an awesome day yesterday with my friend.
I messaged potsgirl today, by forwarding a funny viral video. I did use it as an excuse to make contact. She responds to my jokes and we really get on and I did kinda of try and probe if she liked me, but she declined and remember the way I asked was subtle yet her answer may have been simply her going along with the humour.
Either way since then ive been a little not down but not as excited and we havent messaged for ages. I do want her, I do like her alot
On Tinder, a female that matched with me many weeks ago if not months and with whom I had some messages got back in touch today. We chatted so much that I got her number and we continued on whatsapp.
She did say she didnt want to get intimate with me during our chat yet the chemistry and sexual open chat is there so maybe she has changed her mind.
I said yesterday that I didnt get an erection at the strip club, but today whilst talking to tinder girl - yes we had a phone call chat for around 5-10mins, signal was terrible so we had to then cut the call - I got an erection and was aroused, so phew my tool works again haha.
I also just checked the swinging dating site and a couple have messaged me. Seems clear its a man that wrote to me, and the profile could be fake but its something to add.
I got on with what I wanted to do today but ive also wasted alot of time eating and watching tv shows.
I want to lose weight, i want a girlfriend, someone like pots girl.
Im hoping DMSI will help with this.
I spoke to my friend from lastnight and besides happily chatting about our day out, he also said to me to focus on losing weight to get girls. He said I need to get that started and not being lazy about it and to do what I can. He said maybe potsgirl may notice me more if I was slimmer which im sure is true but wont DMSI help.... DMSI come on man help a dude out!! lol
I have nothing more to add. Once I finish listening ill go to sleep.
I have 7 days to:
1) finish backing up my phone and laptop to clear space.
2) Do a study skills course I paid for otherwise I wont do it and I wont know if theres anything left to learn.
3) I must plan and organise my diet
4) I must plan and organise and start studying for final exams this summer.
No Fap: 43days
Desire to watch porn or go on porn sites: reduced considerably.
Time: 3.29am on Saturday 8th.
Listening to loop as I type this update.
Woke, no dreams.
Spoke to personal trainer, got my macros and havent looked back at the notes I made to plan the meals etc.
I realised that once I achieve something, such as speaking and getting answers from my trainer, I then become complacent, confident and this is what is my downfall.
I felt good today after having an awesome day yesterday with my friend.
I messaged potsgirl today, by forwarding a funny viral video. I did use it as an excuse to make contact. She responds to my jokes and we really get on and I did kinda of try and probe if she liked me, but she declined and remember the way I asked was subtle yet her answer may have been simply her going along with the humour.
Either way since then ive been a little not down but not as excited and we havent messaged for ages. I do want her, I do like her alot
On Tinder, a female that matched with me many weeks ago if not months and with whom I had some messages got back in touch today. We chatted so much that I got her number and we continued on whatsapp.
She did say she didnt want to get intimate with me during our chat yet the chemistry and sexual open chat is there so maybe she has changed her mind.
I said yesterday that I didnt get an erection at the strip club, but today whilst talking to tinder girl - yes we had a phone call chat for around 5-10mins, signal was terrible so we had to then cut the call - I got an erection and was aroused, so phew my tool works again haha.
I also just checked the swinging dating site and a couple have messaged me. Seems clear its a man that wrote to me, and the profile could be fake but its something to add.
I got on with what I wanted to do today but ive also wasted alot of time eating and watching tv shows.
I want to lose weight, i want a girlfriend, someone like pots girl.
Im hoping DMSI will help with this.
I spoke to my friend from lastnight and besides happily chatting about our day out, he also said to me to focus on losing weight to get girls. He said I need to get that started and not being lazy about it and to do what I can. He said maybe potsgirl may notice me more if I was slimmer which im sure is true but wont DMSI help.... DMSI come on man help a dude out!! lol
I have nothing more to add. Once I finish listening ill go to sleep.
I have 7 days to:
1) finish backing up my phone and laptop to clear space.
2) Do a study skills course I paid for otherwise I wont do it and I wont know if theres anything left to learn.
3) I must plan and organise my diet
4) I must plan and organise and start studying for final exams this summer.
No Fap: 43days
Desire to watch porn or go on porn sites: reduced considerably.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
