Day 20 - (2.5) - Thursday 15th March 2018
Time: 6.42pm
Not listened to loop yet, but will later tonight.
Ordered food and they deliver so waiting on that.
In mean time, I went to uni today and in class, I was in my mind saying "execute the script".
I was willing it and trying to execute so that something would happen.
Nothing happened lol
results so far:
20days of NO FAP
today the desire for porn, even going on the porn website has reduced. I can feel im not too bothered about that site or the pornchat girl, whose reply I am still waiting for and im still leaving the site open in a browser tab but im not fussed about the porn any more.
I have become more conscious of my hair loss and my weight
A girl in class filmed me walking into class late and sent it to me on snapchat as it was funny to her. Shes a good friend so no malice intent at all but I didnt like seeing myself. I looked worse than even I imagined I did or do
Time: 6.42pm
Not listened to loop yet, but will later tonight.
Ordered food and they deliver so waiting on that.
In mean time, I went to uni today and in class, I was in my mind saying "execute the script".
I was willing it and trying to execute so that something would happen.
Nothing happened lol
results so far:
20days of NO FAP
today the desire for porn, even going on the porn website has reduced. I can feel im not too bothered about that site or the pornchat girl, whose reply I am still waiting for and im still leaving the site open in a browser tab but im not fussed about the porn any more.
I have become more conscious of my hair loss and my weight
A girl in class filmed me walking into class late and sent it to me on snapchat as it was funny to her. Shes a good friend so no malice intent at all but I didnt like seeing myself. I looked worse than even I imagined I did or do
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
