Day 18 - (2.3) - update 2
Time: 12.16am on Wednesday 13th March
Listening to the loop now as I type.
I am listening late as uni finished late and I ate super late too.
I am already getting tired and so its a confirmation that DMSI is the cause and thus I am at some level trying to resist the sub. That proves to me that:
1) The subs work as I am trying to resist.
2) If DMSI is as powerful as I hope then there is no more resisting left....it will smash through 1 way or another!!!
I am also now sure that I am NOT stonewalling but executing as I have not fapped for 18days.
This is joyous and a moment to celebrate people.
My run of stonewalling is at an end.... now things can only get better...can only get....better.....
I know there is a long way to go. Not fapping is a huge start.
I have yet to stop going to porn sites, I have yet to stop chasing women and I have as yet to improve upon myself in so many ways for DMSI to execute.
However can you all offer me some suggestions now or later.
I wonder since track A will be more gentle and perhaps a slower route and B will be more direct and rough and harsher whether to stay on B or move to A.
What do you all think and why?
Time: 12.16am on Wednesday 13th March
Listening to the loop now as I type.
I am listening late as uni finished late and I ate super late too.
I am already getting tired and so its a confirmation that DMSI is the cause and thus I am at some level trying to resist the sub. That proves to me that:
1) The subs work as I am trying to resist.
2) If DMSI is as powerful as I hope then there is no more resisting left....it will smash through 1 way or another!!!
I am also now sure that I am NOT stonewalling but executing as I have not fapped for 18days.
This is joyous and a moment to celebrate people.
My run of stonewalling is at an end.... now things can only get better...can only get....better.....
I know there is a long way to go. Not fapping is a huge start.
I have yet to stop going to porn sites, I have yet to stop chasing women and I have as yet to improve upon myself in so many ways for DMSI to execute.
However can you all offer me some suggestions now or later.
Quote:From Shannon:
A is a gentle approach. B is a forced march. They will both achieve the goal if you execute, but not in the same way or at the same speed.
What you run when A comes out is up to you.
I wonder since track A will be more gentle and perhaps a slower route and B will be more direct and rough and harsher whether to stay on B or move to A.
What do you all think and why?
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days