Jakes DMSI 3.2B - *Closed!*

[Jake2015]

Day 13 - update 2 - Thursday 8th March

Time: 2.35am on Friday 9th March

I went to the mall to have pizza with 6 other guy buddies.

I took my jacket off and went at 1 point to the pizza place to order another to take home and I became conscious of my appearance and weight.

I did see some women look and look away. I dont think that was DMSI as it didnt seem as if they wanted to look again.

I came home, it was good stress relief and then I had a cup of tea and ate my cheesecake only for FIGHT Girl (remember her?) to comment on my snap. I took that as an IOI and asked her if she wanted to talk and she said yeah.

I think she also wanted to talk cos I messaged her earlier in the day to sign her in out of the sheer goodness of my heart to a class where extra credits were being awarded. I asked her and then other friends too.

Anyway maybe this made her appreciate me more so either way we talked.

We talked on the phone for over 3.5hrs I think :0

I have now finished and started to listen to my loop for thursday/day 13, even though my normal listening time is 9 or 10pm rather than 2am. I am sure this will disrupt ASRB but its not a huge disruption.

I wont be getting much sleep either as then I have to wake at 6.30am to shower and get to uni for 8am start - FML lol

Tomorrow is day 14 and my last day before a 1 day break.

So far all I can say I have noticed is still NO Fap and thats all.

Nothing else seems to have been affected. I do seem perhaps a bit more self assured and confident but again I cant be sure on such a subjective assessment so need to wait and see but I do hope more stuff is happening besides No fap.

Fight Girl was super surprised that snapchat girl ( her friend) was talking to me for 2hrs and had revealed so much personal shit about her relationship with her bf, in the very first phone call to me.

She said that when she first met snapchat girl, the first time, that she told her her whole life story so again this isnt an IOI or DMSI but simply the way snapchat girl is.

Also pornchat girl has come on because the site shows when she was last on, she had added 7 more 'wankers' to her accounts friends list but she hasnt read or replied to my messages that were left days ago.

I am still listening to HYBRID at 7/15 volume, flac and had hoped that by now being so super duper powerful more would be seen or noticed, especially as this is the most advanced sub, advanced tech and god knows what number version from the very very first one. I know I know its only day 14 and I should be patient, but how patient?

thanks