Day 7 - Update - (Snapchat Girl, Any other girls?, No Fap, Anything else?, Conclusion)
Time 12.29am
I am currently listening to my loop for today (Friday 2nd March).
(Snapchat Girl)
Gone quiet, but her bf has sent me a friend request on snapchat so I accepted. I sent him one, hours later on facebook and he accepted.
(Any other girls?)
An old flame, someone I met online, havent met online yet shes totally besotted with me, and is on my snapchat but we seldomly chat, maybe once every 4-8months, got chatting to me today after I commented on 1 of her snapchat pics/selfies.
We chatted for hours and hours. She got married to someone she doesnt love and she thinks we have a future....im in a hole with this one lol
(No Fap)
No fapping today either. I may get hard and aroused but im not fapping. Im hoping still this is DMSI and not me consciously trying to not fap because others here arent.
(Anything else?)
I havent slept enough at all, both lastnight which was maybe a few to 5hrs sleep because of an 8am start at uni today, and then today when i got back ive avoided sleep until I was ready only for the old girl from above to keep me talking. Ive eaten, take a painkiller as was getting a headache from lack of sleep and im all ok.
I know sleep derails everything including subs so im going to hope and try to correct this from tomorrow.
My diet is VERY BAD I must fix and clean this up asap.
(Conclusion)
Besides NOT fapping nothing else has happened yet.
Still early to say if im stonewalling or if DMSI is working due to me not fapping.
Time 12.29am
I am currently listening to my loop for today (Friday 2nd March).
(Snapchat Girl)
Gone quiet, but her bf has sent me a friend request on snapchat so I accepted. I sent him one, hours later on facebook and he accepted.
(Any other girls?)
An old flame, someone I met online, havent met online yet shes totally besotted with me, and is on my snapchat but we seldomly chat, maybe once every 4-8months, got chatting to me today after I commented on 1 of her snapchat pics/selfies.
We chatted for hours and hours. She got married to someone she doesnt love and she thinks we have a future....im in a hole with this one lol
(No Fap)
No fapping today either. I may get hard and aroused but im not fapping. Im hoping still this is DMSI and not me consciously trying to not fap because others here arent.
(Anything else?)
I havent slept enough at all, both lastnight which was maybe a few to 5hrs sleep because of an 8am start at uni today, and then today when i got back ive avoided sleep until I was ready only for the old girl from above to keep me talking. Ive eaten, take a painkiller as was getting a headache from lack of sleep and im all ok.
I know sleep derails everything including subs so im going to hope and try to correct this from tomorrow.
My diet is VERY BAD I must fix and clean this up asap.
(Conclusion)
Besides NOT fapping nothing else has happened yet.
Still early to say if im stonewalling or if DMSI is working due to me not fapping.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days