03-21-2020, 06:15 AM
Into day 4 later of listening MHS v2. As far as I know I'm listening to it for more than two months. I've been feeling really tired and even sleepy even after 8+ hours of sleep. I dreamed last night of being with a close friend of mine. We're in some kind of a big building and we traverse the building through elevators. Each elevator has a place and we are in a bar or casino like location. My 20's were mostly spend going to bars and clubs and it is one throwback. Since I'm not drinking anymore I promise not to drink that night (I can't drink since it is detrimental to my illness) but I couldn't help it in the dream and I started to drink. Then I got the buzz and before I know it I was drunk. My friend went to the casino while I can barely remember anything. Then after a few hours there this lady friend who told me I did a lot of silly things and I told her I can't remember anything. When its time to go home I went with my close friend even knowing fully well my path home is on another floor. When he and my lady friend went their own way (they stopped by on one floor of the building and they said its their way) I don't know where to go anymore. I can't remember what floor I need to go in order to go home. Pretty much my dream ended with that.
My stomach pains hopefully were getting minimal. There are still times within the day when I feel it but it is far from the debilitating pain I experienced before.
However I now experience back spinal pain probably due to a movement I did a few days ago or what not. I'm putting my hope again to MHS v2 on this one. Today the back pain was quite troublesome.
My stomach pains hopefully were getting minimal. There are still times within the day when I feel it but it is far from the debilitating pain I experienced before.
However I now experience back spinal pain probably due to a movement I did a few days ago or what not. I'm putting my hope again to MHS v2 on this one. Today the back pain was quite troublesome.
"Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."