02-02-2016, 08:20 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-02-2016, 08:22 AM by Javier Gerardo.)
JG reporting in!
*On Stage 4 of AM 6.0
It's been a while. I've had some sure signs back on Stage 3 that I felt that the sub is working though I forgot most if not all of them. Through this Stage 4 of AM 6.0 I hope I can finally enumerate them here.
First off, I thought my anger was already kept in check but I was wrong. Recently I had numerous outburst of anger to the point that I threw some pebbles at my neighbor's car. This is not good. I should deal with this soon through proper breathing. I am already doing slow breathing while driving my car in order to control my temper.
My No Fap journey is somehow contributing to this because I haven't had any release from masturbation for almost 40 days now. I haven't watched porn as well so my body is pretty much clamoring for a release. I had a wet dream recently and I think my first since my streak started. As I have read, wet dreams are actually a bit detrimental in recovering from porn. From the dream I can partly say that I've seen some patches or influence from porn. Anyhow, it is still all good and I'm happy to be able to continue with the streak. I am glad that I am able to get to these number of days without porn. I wish I am finally on my way to finally freeing myself from porn.
I believe I will review the changes that I will experience or what the AM 6.0 sub is targeting through each of the stages. As of now on Stage 4, I am still experiencing heavy resistance due to my fears. Like fear of rejection and fear of success. Overcoming them is detrimental for the goals I want in my life.
Thanks for this man. I will try to update this journal with more journal entries. I will try to read other journals especially yours as well.
It's great that you finally decided to remove porn from your life as well. We all know it is hard and I believe that you have seen here the struggles that I have faced from overcoming it.
Cheers!
JG out!
*On Stage 4 of AM 6.0
It's been a while. I've had some sure signs back on Stage 3 that I felt that the sub is working though I forgot most if not all of them. Through this Stage 4 of AM 6.0 I hope I can finally enumerate them here.
First off, I thought my anger was already kept in check but I was wrong. Recently I had numerous outburst of anger to the point that I threw some pebbles at my neighbor's car. This is not good. I should deal with this soon through proper breathing. I am already doing slow breathing while driving my car in order to control my temper.
My No Fap journey is somehow contributing to this because I haven't had any release from masturbation for almost 40 days now. I haven't watched porn as well so my body is pretty much clamoring for a release. I had a wet dream recently and I think my first since my streak started. As I have read, wet dreams are actually a bit detrimental in recovering from porn. From the dream I can partly say that I've seen some patches or influence from porn. Anyhow, it is still all good and I'm happy to be able to continue with the streak. I am glad that I am able to get to these number of days without porn. I wish I am finally on my way to finally freeing myself from porn.
I believe I will review the changes that I will experience or what the AM 6.0 sub is targeting through each of the stages. As of now on Stage 4, I am still experiencing heavy resistance due to my fears. Like fear of rejection and fear of success. Overcoming them is detrimental for the goals I want in my life.
(01-21-2016, 06:13 PM)wolverine_i_am Wrote: I'm doing AM6 as well, so subbing to your thread. I found that as soon as I started AM6, I suddenly had no urges to look at porn. But I'm still at the beginning stages, so we'll see how it plays out.
Thanks for this man. I will try to update this journal with more journal entries. I will try to read other journals especially yours as well.
It's great that you finally decided to remove porn from your life as well. We all know it is hard and I believe that you have seen here the struggles that I have faced from overcoming it.
Cheers!
JG out!
"Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."
