03-07-2016, 02:07 AM
JG reporting in!
*On Stage 5 of AM 6.0
It's good to see that I'm already on Stage 5 of AM 6.0. Time flies so fast. I remember back when I was still using my first AM sub, I believe it was the 3rd generation. It's been years already. Even though I can feel that I'm still the same guy back then, I believe things have changed for the better. I am one of those stubborn guys that is hard to change but from the looks of it, I did change and it was for the better.
Last night on my very first day of AM 6.0, I experience one of my most vivid dreams while using this AM and I can remember it clearly. I remember wearing a nurse scrub uniform with a number 3 and the text that reads "Laboratory". There was a chief nurse or whatever they called her and she was extremely strict. We are like the nurses for a military group. And yeah I approached her and ask what I am supposed to do. She told me it was my first day in the hospital so I'm supposed to report in the laboratory. There it became quite weird because I saw my colleagues at my current work and even though I tried to hide from them, they still saw me and we had a chat. I told them I'm already a nurse and what not. Then when I reached the elevator that was supposed to take me to the laboratory it took some time before I was able to reach my floor. It felt like I was riding the chair that took Booker DeWitt to Columbia City in Bioshock Infinite. Anyhow, when I reach the laboratory, there were nurses foing lab work and I ask what I should do. They kind of like ignored me until I saw there's a one way mirror and there are doctors interviewing nurses and making fun of her while being interviewed. It was surreal and I feel affected as to why they have to do those things. It came to me that I am lucky to have been accepted in the hospital. Then the dream ended.
Hey ImFreeman. I'm not from a Spanish speaking country though from where I'm from, we were once a colony of the Spanish empire.
It's good to see you here. As to what I am writing here, dreams are having a big impact on me currently. Yes, I'm afraid of losing the relationship and also I'm afraid of a ton of other stuff. I do hope I get better at managing them since they are affecting me in my daily life. It's great that you have overcome your fear. It's really hard for me. Sometimes I get emotional and just the thought of it happening makes me cry. Like I fear that my sister will die and so forth.
Goodluck man and thanks for stopping by here.
As an update to my No Fap and No Porn journey, I'm probably around on day 60+ which is great since this is probably my longest streak already ever since I started consistently watching porn. I hope this continues well.
Cheers!
JG out!
*On Stage 5 of AM 6.0
It's good to see that I'm already on Stage 5 of AM 6.0. Time flies so fast. I remember back when I was still using my first AM sub, I believe it was the 3rd generation. It's been years already. Even though I can feel that I'm still the same guy back then, I believe things have changed for the better. I am one of those stubborn guys that is hard to change but from the looks of it, I did change and it was for the better.
Last night on my very first day of AM 6.0, I experience one of my most vivid dreams while using this AM and I can remember it clearly. I remember wearing a nurse scrub uniform with a number 3 and the text that reads "Laboratory". There was a chief nurse or whatever they called her and she was extremely strict. We are like the nurses for a military group. And yeah I approached her and ask what I am supposed to do. She told me it was my first day in the hospital so I'm supposed to report in the laboratory. There it became quite weird because I saw my colleagues at my current work and even though I tried to hide from them, they still saw me and we had a chat. I told them I'm already a nurse and what not. Then when I reached the elevator that was supposed to take me to the laboratory it took some time before I was able to reach my floor. It felt like I was riding the chair that took Booker DeWitt to Columbia City in Bioshock Infinite. Anyhow, when I reach the laboratory, there were nurses foing lab work and I ask what I should do. They kind of like ignored me until I saw there's a one way mirror and there are doctors interviewing nurses and making fun of her while being interviewed. It was surreal and I feel affected as to why they have to do those things. It came to me that I am lucky to have been accepted in the hospital. Then the dream ended.
(02-28-2016, 10:29 AM)ImFreeman Wrote: Hey JG! good to see you. Are you from Spain, Argentina, Mexico or some other spanish talking country ??..
Regarding your dream yes it definetly is the sub working, you might have some kind of irrational fear of losing that relationship. Of course if that happens it is gonna suck and be painful, but remember that you were OK before that relationship and you are gonna be OK if that ends.
I had similar things happen in my dreams when running AM6, i remember dreading crossing paths with my highschool bully... and during a dream which involved him, i woke up and thought "this is stupid, if i cross him again im going to say this and that and i am going to be alright" and the fear of crossing him was no more. Its like the sub made me reach a solution for the problem in my mind.
So yeah enjoy the AM6 rollercoaster
Hey ImFreeman. I'm not from a Spanish speaking country though from where I'm from, we were once a colony of the Spanish empire.
It's good to see you here. As to what I am writing here, dreams are having a big impact on me currently. Yes, I'm afraid of losing the relationship and also I'm afraid of a ton of other stuff. I do hope I get better at managing them since they are affecting me in my daily life. It's great that you have overcome your fear. It's really hard for me. Sometimes I get emotional and just the thought of it happening makes me cry. Like I fear that my sister will die and so forth.
Goodluck man and thanks for stopping by here.
As an update to my No Fap and No Porn journey, I'm probably around on day 60+ which is great since this is probably my longest streak already ever since I started consistently watching porn. I hope this continues well.
Cheers!
JG out!
"Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."
