Day 7 Update - Thursday 27th July 2017
Frustration & Anger.
I slept well and no bathroom breaks which I was so relieved about (pun intended lol)
Today I woke up and everything was fine.
At some point in the day I realised the date and that I should have gone back last week.
I am delayed and have been delayed due to family. It isn't their fault though they have this summer needed to do home maintenance which has basically taken away all chance I have had at having a summer rest or break.
This realisation got me stressed and frustrated.
I have a vitally important resit in early September and I'm still here at home in the UK delayed delayed delayed.
This feeling of frustration has become anger.
I have been angry and vexed/pissed off (UK term)/ annoyed ever since and its only increased all evening.
Im not happy at all and the thing is I can't express it, reveal it or show my frustration and anger to anyone.
I have not otherwise seen or noticed anything from MLS yet either.
The fantastic textbook that I had bought was in my room, so I brought it down and placed it into my luggage which I'm preparing in readiness for returning back.
I gave the book a glance at some of its pages which were filled with knowledge....lots of it.
I neither had a desire nor the urge to sit and read, instead a feeling of mild dred over took me, subtle but it was there and I packed the book away.....so no motivation yet.
this gave me some hope today...
Frustration & Anger.
I slept well and no bathroom breaks which I was so relieved about (pun intended lol)
Today I woke up and everything was fine.
At some point in the day I realised the date and that I should have gone back last week.
I am delayed and have been delayed due to family. It isn't their fault though they have this summer needed to do home maintenance which has basically taken away all chance I have had at having a summer rest or break.
This realisation got me stressed and frustrated.
I have a vitally important resit in early September and I'm still here at home in the UK delayed delayed delayed.
This feeling of frustration has become anger.
I have been angry and vexed/pissed off (UK term)/ annoyed ever since and its only increased all evening.
Im not happy at all and the thing is I can't express it, reveal it or show my frustration and anger to anyone.
I have not otherwise seen or noticed anything from MLS yet either.
The fantastic textbook that I had bought was in my room, so I brought it down and placed it into my luggage which I'm preparing in readiness for returning back.
I gave the book a glance at some of its pages which were filled with knowledge....lots of it.
I neither had a desire nor the urge to sit and read, instead a feeling of mild dred over took me, subtle but it was there and I packed the book away.....so no motivation yet.
this gave me some hope today...
Quote:Said by Shannon:
Because the programs in 5.5G load and self execute in your head, they are effectively still playing for at least 21 days after you stop. A lot of guys are realizing this with DMSI/MLS. If you do less, DMSI will still be dominating the focus and resources, and AM6 will not do as well as it could. You may also get turbulence.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days