JAKE'S MLS 5.5G - MENTAL GROWTH BEGINS NOW!!!!

[Jake2015]

JOURNAL HAS NOW BEGUN - DAY 1 STARTING

So I have finally arrived at the doors of MLS 5.5G.

I am still currently in the UK, where logging on daily isn't so easy and where I have no 20khz speakers either so unable to listen properly except by using my phone at night.

I don't get 8hours of sleep at night, usually around 5hours I think give or take some hours either way on the good and bad days lol.

This is just the way my life is here.

When I get back to Europe then it'll hopefully go back to being more structured for these subs.

I will however start MLS tonight. It is 4.30am here so tonight is a misnomer lol

I hopefully will get the 4 loops in.

It is the first time I'm using HYBRID so will see how that goes.

Its summer, so I have a small desk fan blowing on me and will therefore play the sub loud enough to overcome this.

I wanted to start MLS immediately and hoped to be the first to buy it, maybe I was but I am happy I'm here and its coincidence that I happened to log on and it was released so

I count today Thursday 20th July 2017 as Day 1 of a new dawn, of a new day, of a new life for me.....and I'm feeling good

MY PURPOSE, MY EXPECTATIONS AND MY GOALS FOR THIS PROGRAM

My biggest enemy is procrastination.

I want to study, I want to sit and read my textbooks and focus and learn the jargon, new words, new language and concepts etc

I want to be able to be a student that are usually shown in movies such as Dead Poets Society, or Patch Adams or other such notable dramas where the student is able to change this academic life around.

I want others to see me be able to study better, faster, more efficiently and get the grades, the better grades, the higher grades....hell the best grades.

I however do not do this.

I rather play than work.

I consciously want the above but I fight it, I will waste time online, on social media, or some other ways.

I will be lazy, I will get tired, I will find a bigger cause, a bigger reason to not study or I will simply hope that Tomorrow will be a better day to start.

The ONLY time I sit and study is when the deadline is knocking on my door, for a small test, an assignment or an exam.

I have carried this with me throughout life - when it comes to learning boring academic or work related information I will by pass it.

When I was in high school this procrastination began, why I've no idea.

I would sit for hours just staring in fear at the pages of the text book rather than start or continue if started.

In junior school i was the star student, the high achiever and it took no effort at all.

So my biggest issues now is to change all this and get the work done in advance of the exams.

I usually have exams in January and in June.

I now have a major exam/resit actually in the first week of September.

The content is ALOT, and so I hope MLS 5.5G will kick in before then for me.

I also then have to pass the exam I failed last month (June).

I can resit this next summer or resit it around October. I would love to pass the first resit as mentioned above, and then to work hard even though my 3rd year will have begun and pass this major 2nd resit and then to get going with the content of this 3rd year and focus on passing the exams of January.

So procrastination and the ability to pass the resit of Sept, the resit of Oct and the exams of January and June are the goals and expectations.

I hadn't noticed Time Management being directly listed as a sub goal however hope that its there somewhere within MLS because my time management as with many students just isn't up to par at all.

so let my journey begin, thank you for reading this and come with me as we go on the MLS Train to academic success and excellence.

Wish me luck!