03-11-2011, 07:47 AM
The other day i got in a fight with my neighbor. It was pretty verbal and physical on his part, and a little passive on mine. I told him to calm down and such but he was an angry guy not in control of his emotions. The reason why he was angry was my fault and I apologized to him, but he did not seem to care and he even called the police on me. This was, and still is a huge pain in my ass but the police didn't care. Now I live right above some assface and I want nothing more than for this years lease to be over so I can get away from him.
I'm not afraid of him either, he threatened to fight but I said I wouldn't fight him. I've been taking self defense (wing chun) for exactly this reason, to avoid fights but be completely prepared for a situation where a fight is inevitable. Anything could've happened but i'm glad I avoided fighting.
Anyway that's just been sticking on my mind. It doesn't have anything to do with subliminals directly but I'm sure that usage of them has affected how I deal with problems like this.
Last night I also had a dream where for some reason I was in a dormitory with my ex. We decided to go on a trip together to some place with horses, don't remember why, and for some reason we sat in a small carrier, like a cat bed on wheels (yeah, that small... strange isn't it?). The road was bumpy and she was sitting on my lap and I remember that both of us had something really strange going on. After that something gross really happened, leaving out the details because that might give a hint to my twisted mind haha.
So stage 2 is one that is confusing a bit. I'm not sure how this is tying in together with stage 1. Heck stage 1's changes were even minuscule and very subtle. I don't think I'm so resistant to any change, and I'm also not looking for results, but internally I definitely feel a difference so I am not questioning what is going on. I just cannot put it into words which is probably what is supposed to happen. My life hasn't drastically changed since starting it, but the way you think and feel definitely will and that's something that's easily felt. Stage 2 is giving me very subtle effects.
So in short, I really really like the sub so far. If only these things could change overnight but alas they cannot and we must give it time.
leepy:
I'm not afraid of him either, he threatened to fight but I said I wouldn't fight him. I've been taking self defense (wing chun) for exactly this reason, to avoid fights but be completely prepared for a situation where a fight is inevitable. Anything could've happened but i'm glad I avoided fighting.
Anyway that's just been sticking on my mind. It doesn't have anything to do with subliminals directly but I'm sure that usage of them has affected how I deal with problems like this.
Last night I also had a dream where for some reason I was in a dormitory with my ex. We decided to go on a trip together to some place with horses, don't remember why, and for some reason we sat in a small carrier, like a cat bed on wheels (yeah, that small... strange isn't it?). The road was bumpy and she was sitting on my lap and I remember that both of us had something really strange going on. After that something gross really happened, leaving out the details because that might give a hint to my twisted mind haha.
So stage 2 is one that is confusing a bit. I'm not sure how this is tying in together with stage 1. Heck stage 1's changes were even minuscule and very subtle. I don't think I'm so resistant to any change, and I'm also not looking for results, but internally I definitely feel a difference so I am not questioning what is going on. I just cannot put it into words which is probably what is supposed to happen. My life hasn't drastically changed since starting it, but the way you think and feel definitely will and that's something that's easily felt. Stage 2 is giving me very subtle effects.
So in short, I really really like the sub so far. If only these things could change overnight but alas they cannot and we must give it time.
leepy:
