Last night was poker night. Normally I don't play poker, heck, not since high school. Being a senior in college, it's been YEARS since I've even thought about bluffing the crap out of people haha.
Well, I joined in but only with a 3 dollar buy-in. I ended up going up to something like 5 dollars then I bluffed it all away. I like to keep things unpredictable.
In terms of social things going on, I definitely was more comfortable around everyone there. Sort of the feeling like, I'm friends with everybody yet at the same time if they give me crap I won't stand for it. The guys house that I was at are normally not people I am completely comfortable around as they were acquaintances rather than actual friends, but last night it definitely felt different. Dare I say... I felt more alpha?!
Haha, well this could have had to do with the ASC sub I listened to for the weeks before I bought AM2011, but then again, it could be the 1st stage affecting me right under my nose!
What might be the most interesting thing to note is that my desire for smoking is rapidly going down. It's been this way for a while, ever since the new years I've only spent 10 dollars on weed, whereas before new years I've definitely spent at least $100+/month (has nothing to do with New Years resolutions or whatever). I've been meaning to quit and slowly my body is finally complying with what my mind wants. Might not have anything to do with the subs but if I keep my progress here I may feel more inclined to continue weaning.
Well, I joined in but only with a 3 dollar buy-in. I ended up going up to something like 5 dollars then I bluffed it all away. I like to keep things unpredictable.
In terms of social things going on, I definitely was more comfortable around everyone there. Sort of the feeling like, I'm friends with everybody yet at the same time if they give me crap I won't stand for it. The guys house that I was at are normally not people I am completely comfortable around as they were acquaintances rather than actual friends, but last night it definitely felt different. Dare I say... I felt more alpha?!
Haha, well this could have had to do with the ASC sub I listened to for the weeks before I bought AM2011, but then again, it could be the 1st stage affecting me right under my nose!
What might be the most interesting thing to note is that my desire for smoking is rapidly going down. It's been this way for a while, ever since the new years I've only spent 10 dollars on weed, whereas before new years I've definitely spent at least $100+/month (has nothing to do with New Years resolutions or whatever). I've been meaning to quit and slowly my body is finally complying with what my mind wants. Might not have anything to do with the subs but if I keep my progress here I may feel more inclined to continue weaning.
