10-13-2011, 08:37 PM
Update: I've taken 2 months to do IYPS. Do i have any results? The answer is varied. I don't think I can really see physical growth (i mean i know the program says to take measurements but I don't have a tape measure), but what really matters is that this sub has helped me become more confident in myself which is something that has bugged me. Somehow we have been told to believe that size is what matters but after running IYPS for 2 months, I've realized that it really isnt.
So the result is now I will be comfortable running SM11, even though I'm in massage school. It could be after seeing some people's success in this that it really isn't only about sex, but it can be beneficial for a personality adjustment. Part of it is because I have also set in to the alpha set even after the 6 stage set has been run through. Despite finishing the set, I believe what will work best for me is some time off to assimilate and understand all this information, rather than what i previously thought that was as I'm running through the set, it will immediately click. This clearly wasn't the case now that I look back. So when I do look back, I can see the progress I have made since the end of the program and how I integrated it into my life.
So yeah, the plan now is to run AM11 stage 6 set for about 2 weeks, and then run Sex Magnet from there on. Now I know rather than to expect something (I don't believe i was during the AM run, but it's really hard to say) I will just let it run its course and let the pieces fall where they may. I haven't considered whether or not I will start a new journal or continue this one yet. We will see in a few weeks.
So the result is now I will be comfortable running SM11, even though I'm in massage school. It could be after seeing some people's success in this that it really isn't only about sex, but it can be beneficial for a personality adjustment. Part of it is because I have also set in to the alpha set even after the 6 stage set has been run through. Despite finishing the set, I believe what will work best for me is some time off to assimilate and understand all this information, rather than what i previously thought that was as I'm running through the set, it will immediately click. This clearly wasn't the case now that I look back. So when I do look back, I can see the progress I have made since the end of the program and how I integrated it into my life.
So yeah, the plan now is to run AM11 stage 6 set for about 2 weeks, and then run Sex Magnet from there on. Now I know rather than to expect something (I don't believe i was during the AM run, but it's really hard to say) I will just let it run its course and let the pieces fall where they may. I haven't considered whether or not I will start a new journal or continue this one yet. We will see in a few weeks.
