02-16-2018, 01:06 PM
Hi,
What´s up with nightmares, that are probably sub related? I know it has been answered somewhere, using search terms "nightmare" and "nightmares" gave me zero results.
When I was on BASE I would get occasional nightmares, sometimes more frequently than other times, that was slightly uncomfortable. Now I haven be on MLS for few months and the nightmares have become more and more frequent. Now, it started with relatively mild ones but the ones I have been experiencing recently are plain sick. Last night was so intense that I felt sick good part of the morning even after I woke up. I am talking about being tortured by aliens or some sick humans in the future where they could keep me alive even when I was not even having a human form anymore but instead I was just big pile of organs on the floor, loosely connected to each others by intestines and some thin skin-like material. I was still having awareness in this mess.
If this sounds sick you can only imagine how that felt, even in dream...the worse part is that these dreams have started to feel so real that is f*****g scary. Also, for some time they have been felt lucid-dream like where I could not take it anymore I would scream "Wake up!" in the dream and then wake. Now I am not having even that anymore, but instead I wake up to headache. I normally have headaches so rarely that its once maybe a year or two. Now the nightmares are so bad that my head actually physically hurts in waking life for a hour or so after I wake up to that pain from the nightmare. What the f**K!
I am not trying to avoid executing the scripts, at least not consciously and I have been making great progress on both subs; BASE earlier and now on MLS. The only explanation to this that I can find is that both BASE and MLS even to the greater degree are actually trying to make physical changes to the brain and my subconscious could be terrified about that. Even for that the reaction it feels rather extreme reaction.
This is honestly so freaking crazy and extreme that if I can not find a way to stop or at least make the nightmares milder I am seriously considering to switch sub. Which of course could be escape attempt from my subsonscious mind. So I am in difficult spot....not sure what to do.
Any insights? Thanks.
What´s up with nightmares, that are probably sub related? I know it has been answered somewhere, using search terms "nightmare" and "nightmares" gave me zero results.
When I was on BASE I would get occasional nightmares, sometimes more frequently than other times, that was slightly uncomfortable. Now I haven be on MLS for few months and the nightmares have become more and more frequent. Now, it started with relatively mild ones but the ones I have been experiencing recently are plain sick. Last night was so intense that I felt sick good part of the morning even after I woke up. I am talking about being tortured by aliens or some sick humans in the future where they could keep me alive even when I was not even having a human form anymore but instead I was just big pile of organs on the floor, loosely connected to each others by intestines and some thin skin-like material. I was still having awareness in this mess.
If this sounds sick you can only imagine how that felt, even in dream...the worse part is that these dreams have started to feel so real that is f*****g scary. Also, for some time they have been felt lucid-dream like where I could not take it anymore I would scream "Wake up!" in the dream and then wake. Now I am not having even that anymore, but instead I wake up to headache. I normally have headaches so rarely that its once maybe a year or two. Now the nightmares are so bad that my head actually physically hurts in waking life for a hour or so after I wake up to that pain from the nightmare. What the f**K!
I am not trying to avoid executing the scripts, at least not consciously and I have been making great progress on both subs; BASE earlier and now on MLS. The only explanation to this that I can find is that both BASE and MLS even to the greater degree are actually trying to make physical changes to the brain and my subconscious could be terrified about that. Even for that the reaction it feels rather extreme reaction.
This is honestly so freaking crazy and extreme that if I can not find a way to stop or at least make the nightmares milder I am seriously considering to switch sub. Which of course could be escape attempt from my subsonscious mind. So I am in difficult spot....not sure what to do.
Any insights? Thanks.
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