12-30-2017, 09:55 AM
Thanks man, always good to hear from you because I feel like we come from similar places. What you said about putting too much weight on writing an amazing screenplay is the exact shit i go through. Even the part about procrastination. It's no good to have your creative endeavors influence your mood that much. I'm learning that music alone is shaky grounds to base my validation on. But I've just been following the advice of people claiming that if you follow your passion everything will fall into place. I'm learning there's so much more behind it that is never touched upon.
They actually pulled over the guy so they got him at the scene. Still don't know who's paying for these repairs yet. Hopefully his insurance. It's funny that this stuff comes about as soon as I started internalizing a belief system where I'm financially well off and comfortable. I think I'm being tested. Like the universe is saying "well off eh? Then I guess you won't mind your car getting messed up a bit." I've realized that it's hard to break a belief system and it truly is an art to not constantly reaffirm an old reality. Every potentially bad thing that happens is an opportunity to reinforce what I want instead of what I don't want.
They actually pulled over the guy so they got him at the scene. Still don't know who's paying for these repairs yet. Hopefully his insurance. It's funny that this stuff comes about as soon as I started internalizing a belief system where I'm financially well off and comfortable. I think I'm being tested. Like the universe is saying "well off eh? Then I guess you won't mind your car getting messed up a bit." I've realized that it's hard to break a belief system and it truly is an art to not constantly reaffirm an old reality. Every potentially bad thing that happens is an opportunity to reinforce what I want instead of what I don't want.
INFP
