09-23-2017, 09:25 AM
Woke up not feeling super great. Did some grocery shopping, got that over with nice and quick. Then I set up my new midi keyboard which I got about 3 weeks ago. Still need to clean more shit. I'm horrible at staying clean. Half the time it feels like I don't have the energy because my brain is focused on a million and one things. I don't know if I'm lazy or just still struggling with mild depression and finding it hard to get things done.
Anyway I guess it's too early to tell with hopping off the hybrid track, but so far it feels more mellow. Not jumping to conclusions yet, but my dreams were more pronounced last night. And today I don't have that really agitated gnawing feeling I tend to get with the hybrid that sort of feels like angry bees buzzing around in my head mixed with this simultaneous feeling of wanting to scream or cry.
Also figured I'd post a track I've worked on to show how DMSI has been improving that too. I did put in a lot of work with my music, but so far DMSI fostering that IDGAF mentality has helped me unlock my creativity by not being afraid of just doing my own thing when it comes to music. It's a hip hop track like 90s boom bap style, real mellow and chill.
https://soundcloud.com/hconscious/vibes
Anyway I guess it's too early to tell with hopping off the hybrid track, but so far it feels more mellow. Not jumping to conclusions yet, but my dreams were more pronounced last night. And today I don't have that really agitated gnawing feeling I tend to get with the hybrid that sort of feels like angry bees buzzing around in my head mixed with this simultaneous feeling of wanting to scream or cry.
Also figured I'd post a track I've worked on to show how DMSI has been improving that too. I did put in a lot of work with my music, but so far DMSI fostering that IDGAF mentality has helped me unlock my creativity by not being afraid of just doing my own thing when it comes to music. It's a hip hop track like 90s boom bap style, real mellow and chill.
https://soundcloud.com/hconscious/vibes
INFP
