In this for the healing DMSI v3.1 A

[mat422]

4 loops is really kicking my ass. I'm also not used to getting up so early in the morning so I'm wondering if my internal clock is still adjusting. Really want to knock it back down to 2 so I'm not so damn tired, but 4 is really the best for me. I'm hopeful, though I'm not certain, that I'm finally making some progress and starting to work with the subliminal instead of fighting so hard. I can feel the resistance pop up and then I take a few deep breaths and calm myself. It's definitely fear. I've noticed a familiar pattern when I'm alone I start feeling more confident and the power of the aura as well, but as soon as I step out into the world it's like I withdraw in on myself. It's weird, it's like I don't want people to see me as confident or to have interest in me. I'm blocking my own success. It's almost as if I think that the more bold or confident I become, the more I'll become a target for other people to tear me down. So I stay in the shadows so to speak.

Feels like something is shifting. I'm no longer just battling my fears. Instead it feels like they are being slowly released and tackled at the source. Getting to the root, where all this spawns from.