09-03-2017, 08:06 AM
Used a pendulum to figure out if I should stick with 2 loops or move to something else. I got a yes after asking if 4 loops was the most optimal and safe amount of loops. So back to 4 loops.
Went to a small get together last night. Usually I sort of don't fit in with these things, but everyone was pretty happy to see me. I was able to have fun and engage in conversation. In the past a lot of times I'd end up watching other people have fun and I couldn't figure out how to get into the conversation. Turns out I was just overthinking everything. If you're too stuck up in your head it's impossible to enjoy the moment.
There was this one girl there who I was pretty attracted to. As the night went on she warmed up to me a bit more and started talking to me more. But she was also drinking, so that's a factor. Everyone gets friendlier when they're drunk. Anyway, I liked this girl but she had her boyfriend with her. Went to sleep that night and had a dream about her giving me her contact information lol. Wishful thinking.
Went to a small get together last night. Usually I sort of don't fit in with these things, but everyone was pretty happy to see me. I was able to have fun and engage in conversation. In the past a lot of times I'd end up watching other people have fun and I couldn't figure out how to get into the conversation. Turns out I was just overthinking everything. If you're too stuck up in your head it's impossible to enjoy the moment.
There was this one girl there who I was pretty attracted to. As the night went on she warmed up to me a bit more and started talking to me more. But she was also drinking, so that's a factor. Everyone gets friendlier when they're drunk. Anyway, I liked this girl but she had her boyfriend with her. Went to sleep that night and had a dream about her giving me her contact information lol. Wishful thinking.
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