08-28-2017, 06:01 PM
I really don't get dmsi sometimes. Last night when I listened I felt this power and courage. It felt like I was finally accepting the suggestions. But now it's closer to the end of the day and I've got a wicked headache and I feel like crying. It's almost like there's this lag before the sub really hits my subconscious. And when it does, ooph it's not pretty. The more I try to hold onto those more desirable feelings, the worse things can get.
I've found that as I work and heal though my issues they manifest in my life. Being overly judgemental when this happens seems to delay the healing. It's still something I have trouble with. It seems like I'm eager to embrace the idealized version of what I want and try to just sweep everything else under the rug and pretend it's not there
I've found that as I work and heal though my issues they manifest in my life. Being overly judgemental when this happens seems to delay the healing. It's still something I have trouble with. It seems like I'm eager to embrace the idealized version of what I want and try to just sweep everything else under the rug and pretend it's not there
