08-18-2017, 01:24 PM
(08-17-2017, 04:26 PM)Benjamin Wrote: Very cool.. I like it. PUA definately causes a whole lot of other issues, especially to guys who have had truama or other things like I also have.
I'm not sure if you seen this in my journal, but I have a feeling you'll love it. It goes for quite a while but it's well worth it.
Def gonna give it a watch when I get the chance. Thanks Ben.
So I met up with the girl I've been chatting with. She messaged me today asking if I felt like meeting up in person. Prior to DMSI I wouldn't have even thought about doing that. I'm dead serious, I was that afraid of women. Our banter was flirty and light, I felt some sexual tension between us. But I don't think I'm there yet or I'm still afraid of something. But as far as results go this is a huge step for me. It kind of made me realize just how avoidant I've been in the past and the excuses I made. Also made me realize I need to get out more and get away from my music from time to time. After hanging out with her I came home and thought up some great musical ideas I'm gonna work on. My life is definitely heading in a different direction and I like it.
