07-20-2017, 08:00 AM
God damn resistance again. I've been mulling over these negative emotions instead of detaching from them. My mind knows. It knows that if I bring up a negative feeling I'll latch on to it and wait for it to heal. The problem is it's not healing, it's just a clever way to get me stuck so I don't face the things I fear.
Also is it in the DMSI programming to get a wave of euphoria when you are executing the program and on the right track? I notice that happens whenever I sort of snap out of it and remind myself to move forward and to not stay stuck in the negative.
Also is it in the DMSI programming to get a wave of euphoria when you are executing the program and on the right track? I notice that happens whenever I sort of snap out of it and remind myself to move forward and to not stay stuck in the negative.
