07-08-2017, 11:23 AM
Hmmm, maybe I was resisting a lot more than I thought. I'm noticing patterns of fear, then the resistance response, then me consciously deciding to push past the fear. Also realized I'm incredibly sexually repressed. A lot of guilt and shame when I'm sexually aroused by a hot woman. All that crap about objectifying women I internalized.
So far with this sub it's a lot easier for me to go with the changes. I can't really describe it, must be the tech. It just feels like a good idea instead of a bad or dangerous idea. That's the best way I can describe. You know when you think of something you don't want to do and you get that feeling? Well DMSI seems to give me the opposite of that. Interesting stuff.
So far with this sub it's a lot easier for me to go with the changes. I can't really describe it, must be the tech. It just feels like a good idea instead of a bad or dangerous idea. That's the best way I can describe. You know when you think of something you don't want to do and you get that feeling? Well DMSI seems to give me the opposite of that. Interesting stuff.
