07-05-2017, 03:52 PM
Ok so quick update with DMSI. I now understand why some of the guys running this got so aggressive lol. It's like it takes away that filter that says "no don't say that, you're a bad person if you say that". Also the amount of self respect you start generating, you become acutely aware of when people start disrespecting you or cross that line and you put a stop to it immediately.
As far as the technical stuff goes. Not much resistance besides the typical stuff I usually come across. It's manifesting a bit as apathy, but I'm working around it. But I have noticed very rapid emotional clearing. It can be intense at times, but it's very brief compared to say E1. Not really getting the insane hunger like some other guys. Oh yeah, I've been using the hybrid version.
Like I said when I started this journal, I'm mostly in this for healing. I also don't really go out much, but I'll be sure to report on stuff when I do. Life is kind of confining right now so I've been in this kind of withheld isolation type mode trying to figure it all out. Women have been the furthest thing from my mind. But again I believe some of that is due to fear because it doesn't really take up that much time to just chat up someone I'm attracted to.
As far as the technical stuff goes. Not much resistance besides the typical stuff I usually come across. It's manifesting a bit as apathy, but I'm working around it. But I have noticed very rapid emotional clearing. It can be intense at times, but it's very brief compared to say E1. Not really getting the insane hunger like some other guys. Oh yeah, I've been using the hybrid version.
Like I said when I started this journal, I'm mostly in this for healing. I also don't really go out much, but I'll be sure to report on stuff when I do. Life is kind of confining right now so I've been in this kind of withheld isolation type mode trying to figure it all out. Women have been the furthest thing from my mind. But again I believe some of that is due to fear because it doesn't really take up that much time to just chat up someone I'm attracted to.
