Stage 6, Day 27,
As it draws to a close I. Will very much miss AM5.0 and all that it has changed and done. Using Shannon's definition of an AM I have gauged all day and a touch yesterday about whether or not I'm close to the ascendant Alpha who can walk in and take command of a room. Alas I could do it with violence and fear, maybe even without for a short while. So at the very least I will be running AM6.0 in the next 3-6 months. I'm taking maniac360's research into account and allowing AM5 to settle so that the foundation that AM6.0 will build on will be a lot firmer.
I know that I need to go back to a foundational sub like PTPA because I think that is where all my neg stuff wins. OGSF isn't the problem. I'm just flat out negative in my thought patterns. We'll see. 5 days left.
Edit : Side note - just got told that I'm looking better lately. Like I've lost weight. I'm heavier than I have been in 3 months by 5 lbs. It's the AM aura baby. LOVE IT!
As it draws to a close I. Will very much miss AM5.0 and all that it has changed and done. Using Shannon's definition of an AM I have gauged all day and a touch yesterday about whether or not I'm close to the ascendant Alpha who can walk in and take command of a room. Alas I could do it with violence and fear, maybe even without for a short while. So at the very least I will be running AM6.0 in the next 3-6 months. I'm taking maniac360's research into account and allowing AM5 to settle so that the foundation that AM6.0 will build on will be a lot firmer.
I know that I need to go back to a foundational sub like PTPA because I think that is where all my neg stuff wins. OGSF isn't the problem. I'm just flat out negative in my thought patterns. We'll see. 5 days left.
Edit : Side note - just got told that I'm looking better lately. Like I've lost weight. I'm heavier than I have been in 3 months by 5 lbs. It's the AM aura baby. LOVE IT!
