Stage 5, day 26,
Been down on myself the last couple of days/week in regards to not having a lady or a large circle of friends. This is mostly due to the fact that I don't go out of my way to meet people or let people close to me. Also I've been so carefree that I have a lack of motivation to do anything, this has led me from ultra success, OGSF to now and finally Seek the Challenge, I'm going to ride this out to the end of my AM just incase it's a resistance issue that's making me freak out and switch. Then I will take Fonzys' suggestion and go with an attraction sub. I'm really in the air about BIABW/AOS or an AYP sub.
By now anyone who is following my journal continuously can tell that indecisiveness is a huge challenge for me. You may not believe it, but AM has made me a lot better. I used to have issues with daily decisions. Now I just have problems making decisions about my future. Money and success or women and friends.. For now I think that is the decision I'm hung on.. I have the tenacity and know the right people that are wiling to help me to follow in their footsteps. But... I love women.... And long tem want to get married and have a brood that will take over the world.
Been down on myself the last couple of days/week in regards to not having a lady or a large circle of friends. This is mostly due to the fact that I don't go out of my way to meet people or let people close to me. Also I've been so carefree that I have a lack of motivation to do anything, this has led me from ultra success, OGSF to now and finally Seek the Challenge, I'm going to ride this out to the end of my AM just incase it's a resistance issue that's making me freak out and switch. Then I will take Fonzys' suggestion and go with an attraction sub. I'm really in the air about BIABW/AOS or an AYP sub.
By now anyone who is following my journal continuously can tell that indecisiveness is a huge challenge for me. You may not believe it, but AM has made me a lot better. I used to have issues with daily decisions. Now I just have problems making decisions about my future. Money and success or women and friends.. For now I think that is the decision I'm hung on.. I have the tenacity and know the right people that are wiling to help me to follow in their footsteps. But... I love women.... And long tem want to get married and have a brood that will take over the world.
