05-22-2014, 01:55 PM
Stage 5 Day 13
Feels like it's been a week since I have posted to the forum. Noticing a side effect with Stage 5. I believe that it has gotten rid of my desire to read. With that said my never ending reading is typically stops me from meeting people, working on my resume, applying for jobs. I'm wondering if that is a side effect of the overcoming procrastination aspect of the script. Maybe it's just that I feel like I'm not moving forward with where my life is now.
I have turned down the sales jobs and I'm going to return to my job as a tradesman which I'm very good at, but did not feel like I was moving forward in, so did not try to get back into it over the past few months. Also been feeling a lot of neediness which in my mind has made me thing I should go for WM, but I know I should do AM.
I have huge trust issues with people and typically when I meet new people, especially in groups I feed each one of them juicy stories in my life with a different aspect of the details to each person. Then when someone asks me a question or mentions something about my past I'm able to track back who it was that said it and;
a) Use them if I want to spread information.
b) Carefully control the amount of information that I give to them.
I know Shannon is busy, so if someone else would like to chime in that would be great. Here are what I believe my options are (feel free to add/modify them)
1. WM - because of the "Opening yourself up to trust others, but not so much that you are foolish or unreasonably vulnerable." aspect of the script.
2. EPRHA
3. Overcome trust Issues/ Ultra Success 4G
4. AM6.0 - Self trust because that's where it all starts is with me.
That's it for now.
Feels like it's been a week since I have posted to the forum. Noticing a side effect with Stage 5. I believe that it has gotten rid of my desire to read. With that said my never ending reading is typically stops me from meeting people, working on my resume, applying for jobs. I'm wondering if that is a side effect of the overcoming procrastination aspect of the script. Maybe it's just that I feel like I'm not moving forward with where my life is now.
I have turned down the sales jobs and I'm going to return to my job as a tradesman which I'm very good at, but did not feel like I was moving forward in, so did not try to get back into it over the past few months. Also been feeling a lot of neediness which in my mind has made me thing I should go for WM, but I know I should do AM.
I have huge trust issues with people and typically when I meet new people, especially in groups I feed each one of them juicy stories in my life with a different aspect of the details to each person. Then when someone asks me a question or mentions something about my past I'm able to track back who it was that said it and;
a) Use them if I want to spread information.
b) Carefully control the amount of information that I give to them.
I know Shannon is busy, so if someone else would like to chime in that would be great. Here are what I believe my options are (feel free to add/modify them)
1. WM - because of the "Opening yourself up to trust others, but not so much that you are foolish or unreasonably vulnerable." aspect of the script.
2. EPRHA
3. Overcome trust Issues/ Ultra Success 4G
4. AM6.0 - Self trust because that's where it all starts is with me.
That's it for now.
